Britney Arbogast
Pure Intent
I think the hardest thing of all,
Is knowing in the end I was right.
My feelings never mattered,
It was never, ever alright.
I’d push them down,
Tell myself, ”FIGHT!”
I’d still end up on the couch at night.
I'd get close…
So close to becoming your lover,
But you only ever seemed to ponder.
I’m never sure where I crashed and burned,
For that, another life lesson is learned;
My lucky #3 is really just unlucky.
That ‘3’ turned to ’me’ pretty quickly.
I’ll forever miss the ‘Good ol’ Days’
The ones with us together.
How did he not see you phased?
I knew you didn’t want us three together…
I didn’t want to go,
You made that choice for me with your self conceited ways.
I changed. I tried.
Ripped my skin from my bones,
sucked my soul from its home…
I didn’t want to go!
But you never changed,
not even to know.
With that being said,
I was completely right.
My beautiful, beautiful girl,
I didn’t care about him…
YOU were my world.
I’d never cheat.
I’d never become shady.
I’d never go behind your back.
You thought I wanted pipe?!
Guess my “pure intent” just wasn’t your type…
My name is Britney Arbogast, I am 21 years of age. I grew up as the normal non-exciting child, but I’ve managed to make something of myself. I am studying welding, hoping to make enough one day to take care of my mom like she did for me. I have a dog, just got my first car, and I’m a line cook at Applebee’s as my day job. My hobbies include welding, painting, baking, and sometimes I write. It doesn’t come to me naturally, so when I got this idea I was excited to share it. Thank you for reading.
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